if only

If only life had been as simple as editing a word document, I would always be a draft version!!

Coming to think of it , it would have been really good to rewind life and relive it again,sometimes living it the same way to relive those moments and sometimes to try to correct things to live it up.

I know I cant relive it,atleast let me live it up by thinking its possible....

For the dumber I have been all this while,until yesterday(today I am a replenished soul full of hope that I have made good progress in a day from being a moron to an intellect), I should have really studied well during school. I should have known UP is the largest producer of wheat in India,2nd battle of Panipat was fought in 1556 and Gobi desert is the largest cold desert in the world after Antartica(now u understand that I have made good progress from yesterday,with the advent of google and wikipedia). I know I might have still been a software engineer after all this but I could have won a few hearts of teachers,and girls of course(but for that I would have to go the extra mile to edit this part of my life further by studying in a co-ed) I dont feel too much that this has not hapenned because I am happy for what I am doing right now. But I could have definitely been better if I had started at that stage when I thought Panipat was some bloody chat item like Panipoori(thank god ,they mentioned Battle in the question,I atleast went on to write some memorable year like 1947) .. If I think of it now,its that che..justu miss feeling.

I should have been a real dude in the college( not that I wasnt one at all,just something like a bit more). With bleached hair and ear-studs,skeleton chains,french beard and long side-burns. Yeah I know I would still look like a moron but girls still go gaga over a ramp walk remo than an ambi. Again, I dont feel for not doing all this because for the college that I studied, I would have been doing office duty till now had I done all I imagined. (good that I am outta that college, had i written this during college days and someone reads this,highly unlikely,I would have still had to do office duty) And ofcourse I dont repent studying in that college for I would have missed my very close buddies who are real good friends to me till date.(senti touch)

Thats all I could think of as of now. Its not that apart from these two, I had really been living up my life. Its just that I am getting hungry and I need to cook( ah,yes now that I remember one more to edit my past-I probably should added a little more spice in yesterday's brinjal curry,it would have tasted lesser horrible)